One of my close friends just called me and told me she’s pregnant. Although I’m happy for her I’m also sad for myself. I feel wrong for feeling that way but me and my SO have been trying for the past 4 months (yeah that may not be long considering others have been trying for much longer & my heart truly goes out to you all) but just after 4 months it’s really tugging at my heart. Lord knows how badly we want this. It just seems unfair sometimes and I know I sound selfish but I really want a family. We are ready for it. We want it so badly 😞.