I don’t know where else to post this, but here I go.

So my boyfriend is sick and this whole weekend I had to work overnight 12 hour shifts (Friday, Saturday, Sunday all 11p-11a). So I wasn’t really there to take care of him and now he is saying that I am a horrible person and that I don’t love him. And he just broke up with me last night while I was at work. I told him that he always makes me feel like shit and like I could never do anything right so it makes me want to kill myself.

He’s been physically and mentally abusive before so this isn’t really anything new. But I am not looking for help. I am just wondering if abusive people know they are abusive.