What to do

Me and this guy have been on and off for 2 years, he’s always said he was done but came back. We didn’t officially start dating until this past October but we broke up a few weeks ago. We’ve been arguing since then. But I love him and I believe we’re meant to be. He wants me in his life and to be his friend still, but it hurts. But I also know if we’re meant to be that we won’t find our way back unless we carry on and fix our friendship with each other. I don’t know if we’re really done. If he’s really done or if he just needed a break, but it’s hard. I really loved him.