So disappointed

I just hate hate hate looking at this single lonely line. My husband and I were really hoping for our rainbow baby, and it’s so discouraging to see negative test after another. How do you keep from getting discouraged after a miscarriage? I’m trying not to pressure myself too much because I know that will only hurt us, but it’s so hard. We lost our angel baby girl at 10 weeks last year and I was so devastated. I want this so badly