Heartbreaking

I literally loved this man and I feel like he broke me so many times did the first time a couple of days ago I got drunk drunk throwing up crying it feels so unreal I loved him so much and yet he broke me. I feel lost alone sad asf but I know I deserved better it doesn’t change the fact that I loved him that I love him but I will never be with him because he doesn’t feel the same way... he found his dreams girl and left the girl who was fuckin worth it 😓😓😓💔💔💔