I had no idea the emotions and grieving that would take place after finding out this round failed. I’m hopeless, crushed, angry...we had the perfect embryo. This was supposed to be our time. I was so positive it was happening. I’m sick thinking of the years we’ve been trying. It’s not fair. Any other girl can go from guy to guy, drink, smoke, do drugs, not have a care in the world...and she has kids no problem. While my husband and I will make the perfect parents and God is denying us. I don’t understand.