Color or no?! Help!!

I have been taking tests because I am high risk and nuts at this point. We have had 5 miscarriages and the whole process gets me so worked up now.

I am 3 days from my period starting. Have been having breast tenderness, bloating, slight nausea, my tailbone is very achy, and fatigue.

Don’t normally get like this before my period.

I also had had on and off cramping the last 3 days.

I feel like I’ve seen the faintest lines. This morning I took a test and my eyes were not cooperating. Not one test till today showed something more. Not one left ANYTHING even after they dried. This one did... I feel it has more color.

Thoughts? Helps this anxiety filled momma out.k