Right so stuff has happened with my father and he’s not really the type of Man U want as a role model. Anyway him and my mother ended a few years ago when he kicked us out and my mother has had plenty new boyfriends since but she seems to always pick the worst ones they treat her bad or they have issues themselves. Basically I’ve never really had a good relationship in my life to set an example for me . All my friends are good with boys and they’ve all gone out with people but I can’t do it . There are times I think I just can’t like boys properly and I’m just made to be one of those girls who goes guy to guy but then end up really liking a boy (and when I do he tends to remind me of either my brother or my father which creeps me out ) and if I get with him I want be to all cuddly and all over him but I can’t do it I just get too awkward with romantic feelings I need at least 2 weeks to get comfortable enough with him to where I can be all cuddly. I’ll happily just do stuff with him but for the sake of me I can’t have a proper relationship and it makes me feel so dry and I don’t know if I’ll ever get the chance to have a proper relationship without a guy having to stick with me through my awkward phase which would be really hard on him. It’s so unfair but he wud need to put all the effort in before I can put any in and I think it’s to do with trust for men ? What shud I do ?