Am i a good mother

Hello if anyone is reading my post . I breastfeed my baby till 4 months along with bottle feeding than he got sick when we traveled from my home country to where we live . He stoped breastfeeding and couldn’t suck my breasts because of phelgum. I tried every single angle to breastfeed him but he ultimately stopped. ( my son is also suffering from regurgitation, he even spits mother feed as well) . In the trial period i even got sprain in my neck but he didn’t sucked my breast than I tried extracting but failed in-that as well because my milk production was low and than eventually dropped. My son is now on bottle feeding having AR milk . I feel very guilty every single day and night that I couldn’t breastfeed him . People also blame me that why u introduced bottle to him and etc etc .

But my god knows how much i tried i live-alone manage my baby my household chores every single thing .

At the end of the day i think am i a good mother 😞 because this guilt is killing me and i am even crying while writing this.

If u read my post than u 😔