Parenting

Maria

Never knew parenting was for one parent ? Why is that I do more than my boyfriend ? He had her today while I went to the market and to get her milk because it was raining , he seemed bothered I took his car since I don’t have one , earlier my sister and mom came and I had to dye my hair since I’ve been depressed and don’t really have time to get ready , well he gave me her and said here put her to sleep which I don’t mind I love her and I can be with her all day but lately she has been fussy I’ve tried burping her changing her diaper swaddling her and she screams and cries a lot ! I do have a doctors appointment for her and will let the Pedetrician know my milk hasn’t been producing much ,so I have her more on formula now ! I told him I watch her all day and I need a break he said that I’m home all day but I’m home taking care of our daughter cleanining and cooking being a stay at home mom is a 24/7 job ! I guess I can never have my alone time to get some air been feeling depressed and no psychologist can see me until May ! And my sdi benefits end tomorrow!