I hate being pregnant. Some people might think I'm ignorant or selfish for saying this after some people try so hard to get pregnant. Everyone keeps saying just wait your body will get ajusted but it hasn't and its torturing me. Its like my body hates me. I can't get up I can't shower even though I stink. I can't eat. I can't stay hydrated. I black out. Everything hurts and my body feels like the flu. I'm struggling so badly just trying to finish a day without feeling like dying. I have hypermesis with some other complications. Without medication i throw up 25+ times a day and I can't barley breathe between times. I feel so dissipointed in myself because my body is so sick. I feel so guilty for not liking being pregnant. I just want my precous baby here but I'm not even half way through. I can't work I can't go to school I can't even move out of bed. I was planning on doing so much before I started getting sick and now they just seem pointless because I can't. I'm prescribed nausea medicine 6 times a day. I wish I had a normal pregnancy more than anything. Please anyone willing to pray for healing please pray for me, I feel so hopeless.