9dpo I feel like I’m out. I’m just so fckuing sick of TTC

It’s been a year now with one miscarriage at 10 weeks and I’m just so over it. I had my progesterone checked this month and it showed I’m ovulating ( I told my doctor I know I am cause I’ve been temping since my miscarriage). I’m 9dpo and got a BFN this morning (early I know but couldn’t resist). Now tonight I have now started spotting. I told my dr I’m concerned my luteal phase is short (approx. 11 days) but she didn’t order any tests other than my day 21 progesterone.

Sorry just needed to vent 😭😭😭😭