Idk what’s wrong with me.

Ladies what’s wrong with my man. My boyfriend never wants to have sex. We literally will have sex like 4 times a month . We are TTC and is good when I tell him it’s time to have sex . But any other times I try so hard with him , I rub him and kiss him and he always rejects me and it makes me so sad 😔 I even try and look sexy for him and be sexy for him and he always turns me down. Even when I try and rub his d*ck he always tells me to stop. It’s only when he wants to have sex we will. It breaks me down and puts me down a lot and I have a high sex drive.