So I miscarried for the first time last summer and now on my 3rd day of miscarrying what would have been our rainbow baby. We’ve not got any children alive.

I didn’t even post on the announcements page as I half expected this. I told close friends and my mum and dad and my husbands family and all we got were “stay positive” “don’t stress out”. I cannot tell you how infuriating those phrases are. Well, I’m sure you know yourself.

I’m handling it all considerably well, had one major crying fit and just trying to deal with the guilt of it all. I can’t help but say sorry to my husband (who then gets so annoyed and tells me it’s not my fault). He’s been so amazing - as he was with the last one.

Anyway, I’m not looking for sympathy or anything I just thought I’d post and remember the baby we would have had.