Child loss?

Ma

Have any of you gone through child loss? If so how did you cope? I received news on Tuesday that my baby girl might have trisomy 18 via bloodwork. She looked perfect and healthy on ultrasound but the bloodwork was abnormal. They did advanced blood work and I don’t get the results until next week tuesday/Wednesday. I’ve been a mess this whole week and I’m trying to mentally prepare myself for the worse. I have an 18 month old but the thought of losing this baby is killing me on the inside. Idk how I’m going to deal. I’ve gone through 3 early miscarriages before having my 18 month old but the pain of this is not the same. I feel her little kicks and I know that there is a chance she won’t be here with me anymore 😞 help please. I’m 17 weeks.