Ultrasound wait 🙄

I’m 8 weeks pregnant, a couple of weeks ago I went to the ER & was told I was bleeding behind the fetus & that I’m high risk for miscarriage. Wednesday at my doctors appointment I was informed that they don’t even do ultrasounds until 18 weeks. I miscarried in December of 2016 at 10 weeks & now being pregnant with my rainbow baby, knowing I’m high risk for miscarriage & having to wait until 18 weeks just to see my baby makes me so upset 🙄 I want to change my OB/GYN 😩