My boyfriend loves when I fuck other men, it’s all he talks about sexually. He want to sext it, when we have sex he wants me to say other guys names, and I’m not into it, I love him, I want sex WITH HIM. I was okay when it was a one time thing, but now he will only have sex with me if I fuck another guy first. He wouldn’t even see me Valentine’s Day because I wouldn’t fuck a guy before hand. I’ve talk to him about it, and he’s okay with stopping, and then a month later he wants it again. I can’t even dress up anymore with out feeling pressured to have sex with other men. Not to mention I’m a very insecure person, and I suffer from crippling anxiety. Having sex with random men does NOT help. He’s been treating me terrible lately and he’s even asked if I was looking at other men now. He’s purposely trying to make me cheat. He won’t talk to me and idk what to do any more.

UPDATE:

After two years we have broken up! Today two years ago I first met him and he took my virginity from me. Looking back now I realized that the fact he pressured me heavily to have sex with him was the first red flag. Today I am free and have already started talking to guys, at least to build my self esteem back up. I still love the man stupidly because I had my whole future planned with him but I know I will be happier without him!