So the other day I went to the doctor to do my Pap smears and they ask me if I was pregnant and I was like I don’t know I actually feel pregnant. This month I had all the symptoms that a pregnant woman should have and they did a urine test and it was negative. That day I went back home and cried so much by my self, I bought a bottle of wine and everything and when my boyfriend saw me he I tried to play it cool but he knows me and I could hold it. I cried a lot more and to a point that I could even talk. He tried to make me feel better and he actually did. But the I thought well maybe I still have hope I’m not out until AF comes but she came today and I’m trying to not be affected by it but I’m really sentimental today. So yeah for this month and for the past 14 am out ✌🏼😔