1st time having sex in new relationship...

Grace 💓

On yesterday (Valentines Day) me and my boyfriend wanted to have sex w each other for the first time. We are both non virgins and for some reason he didn’t stay hard. He gave me head and it was so good and I gave him head too so he could get hard.. but when it was time to insert it , it went back soft. Should I have gave him head longer? What can I do to turn him on? I’m lowkey embarrassed about it bc I feel like it was my fault 😭