I decided to finally get out. I fed my baby, changed him, and was going to be home by his next feed. We ended up at target and he started screaming. He was hungry after only an hour. I had no choice but to take him out of his car seat and feed him. I am panicking. He’s 4 weeks old and I am getting so depressed from being cooped up but I’m so afraid he was exposed to something now especially since I dropped his bottle on the ground 😭😭 I sanitized it with purelle wipes and rinsed it off but I just am so mad at myself for even taking him out. I can’t do this.