So like, is my vagina broken??

I swear, on my dead granny’s gave I have NEVER been able to cum for any one of my partners. Yeah I can cum sometimes when I masturbate but never for my partner. It’s so freaking weird because my partner will always cum but I never do. I’ve had 5 partners and none of them have made me cum. ALSO whenever I have sex it hurts like a bitch when he puts it all the way in no matter the size 🥺