Valentine’s Day

Char

30 weeks pregnant could be hormones but I was irritated my husband didn’t plan anything special. I didn’t get any flowers or just one rose he didn’t offer to make dinner or anything and I know it’s just valentines day and it’s honestly not even a big holiday for me but I have been feeling so down lately and so lonely. He got me a box of chocolates and I absolutely hate chocolate. I know it’s the thought that counts but we’ve been together for five years and he should know I don’t eat chocolate. I guess I just really needed to feel special. He never does anything special for me. I never get anything on my bday or even holidays. And I don’t want much. Just a little effort. For holidays except this one I always make him a special dinner. Buy him something I know he likes. He never does for me. Five years together almost 6 and have yet to get a bday gift. He’s taken me out one year for dinner but it was to a restaurant that he wanted. I do love him and I just needed to vent.