I’m so sad.. 😭

Guys I’m seriously so sad and scared. I’m 99% sure that I have uterine prolapse and I’m so worried about it. I’m going to the doctor in a few days for my check up..

Things do not feel right down there. It constantly feels like something is going to fall out of me. I’ve made a few comments about feeling like my vagina is going to fall out jokingly and thinking it was normal postpartum healing feeling. Then I sat in front of the mirror and looked at myself last night and it looks like something is really going to come out of me.. 😭😭😭😭 I’m freaking out about the steps to fix it and if I’ll be able to have sex for a while or not and if I’ll be able to have more kids.

At this point I have nobody to talk to about it and I think that’s making my anxiety about it all worse.

The fear of not knowing how severe it is currently freaks me out. 😭