No advice needed, just venting. It absolutely sucks when you grow as friends for years, let your guard down to become more and regret ever doing so 😔 I literally just can’t fathom how any person can think living in a non progressing romance is healthy. I’m honestly not even disappointed that we didn’t grow into something more because I seen the signs, I knew he was damaged.. but we ruined a perfectly good friendship

I’m strong as fuck but man my heart was not ready for this..

P.s. I cut all ties with him a few hours ago; currently laying in bed torturing myself with sad music.