I feel like just doing it this year is so negative! With every period and negative test I get into a deeper funk! I left all my mom support groups because everyone is pregnant while I’m over here waving negative tests like a fool.

My body is just playing cruel jokes on me now, being late with negative tests and when I get a glimpse of hope my period arrives to ruin the day.

I just feel now it’s really effecting my family life, I’m so depressed that my daughter (3) isn’t getting her fun mom. I know I should be grateful for her but when she asks for a brother it’s a kick in the gut and pulls me into a funk again.

Is anyone else just sick of the TTC sex? It’s just a lot of pressure and no fun anymore it’s like a race to finish and then just 2 weeks of being on edge waiting.

The constant want for another baby after my miscarriage (December) is unbearable and I don’t think my husband understands when I get my period it brings back the horrible shock of it all.

What a horrible chapter it has been of my life so far.