So I figured I would rant here. It feels like a safe place and my "friends" wont see it. So I've always tried to be the best friend I could be. Always there for a hug, talk or laugh. I never said no if they needed me. Because thats what a friend is for. Its the family that you get to pick. Well lately I've noticed that I give and give with nothing in return. They never want to hang out with me. Or go out. The only time they really talk to me is to brag about something or if there sad and need to be cheered up or if they need help. Ive tried asking them to hang out. Even offered to pay if we were going out. I got nothing in return. One of my friends has opened the messages and just never replies but will send me a snapchat of her a hr later. I guess I'm just tired of being used. I just wish I could have a friend that was like me. Someone that you could count on. The only reason I've even noticed is because of my sister inlaw. I've been working with her for awhile now. She pointed it out to me. That anytime they called or text I was there to help. If it was to cheer them up because they were depressed or drive a hour to pick up there husband from work because there car was making a funny noise or even lend them money that I already know I'm not getting back. That I would do anything for them but they could hardly text me back. I really wish I had one good friend. Rant over.