Lost my baby

baby

Hi everyone I am so upset 😭 how can I deal with this ?? I ask myself many questions and can’t get a straight answer why did this happen? If it was planned if it was what we both wanted I feel like a failure So my baby died at 6 weeks it is so heart breaking I’m lost without words in pain more pain when my body expelled my baby so small on my pad 😞 😭 how can I deal with this my husband just tells me it will be okay I feel like I failed him us the family the baby is it my fault did I do something wrong ? Did I eat something? Do something? Was it the coffee ? Was it the way I walked ? Was it because I was stressed? Omg what was it ? How can I go thru this I feel so mad at the world at those pregnant women out there that are mad because they got pregnant and don’t want the baby I am mad at those women that are about to do an abortion because they don’t want there baby I am mad at everything and everyone I am not making any sense rite now I know what can I do or say to tell myself it’s not my fault because rite now I feel like the worse human being that God has put on the face of this earth 😞 😡