I am speechless💔😖

I can’t breath I can’t think I can’t believe this has happened again! I’m in shock. I’m in disbelief that another one of my babies that I haven’t even gotten to begin dreaming about has grown her wings. I’m devastated. I got my period February 3rd through the 7th, the 8th through (bd’d 9th)the 11th I had no bleeding no spotting and no cm. The 12th through the 14 I got what I thought was my period again it was very heavy bright red bleeding right on time for Valentine’s Day (fml). The 15th once again no bleeding, no spotting, no cm, and then the 16th I was spotting brown and for some reason decided to test and got a positive that showed within seconds. Today the bleeding has continued light brown and the tests are negative. 😖💔😢