Thought there would be excitement

I first want to say, I'm not trying to offend anyone still struggling to get their bfp.

So I'm 2 days away from being 12 weeks. Since I got my bfp at week 4, I've been thinking about my excitement. I really thought I would be so excited I would cry, I would talk about being pregnant after so long of trying. I'd want to get started on the nursery ASAP.

I dont know if its because we haven't told many people besides parents or if things will change once I get out of the first trimester.

Anyone felt this way?