So I’ve been very depressed and anxious lately. My depression is a lot worse than my anxiety, and i’m not on medication for either. So everything has been going awful. I’m behind in school, my job cut my hours so I have no money, friends have been turning on me, I haven’t been eating right or going to the gym like I used to. So i’ve just been very sad. And then the worst thing that could have possibly happened, happened. My boyfriend unexpectedly broke up with me, out of nowhere. Well, we’re “taking a break”. He was having irrational doubts and he didn’t know why and he didn’t want to string me alone when he was feeling this way and he wants to take time and figure out why. Also, he also has very bad depression but is medicated. But he told me that he’s very happy when he’s with me, but when I leave he doesn’t feel happy or okay anymore. He wants to know that we both can be happy without each other and figure out why he has this feeling that we’re not going to last. We were both bawling on the phone bc neither of us wanted this. But he said we won’t talk for a few days and then we’ll revisit this problem and talk about it again. But it’s killing me inside, on top of everything else. I just keep seeing if he’s active on social media or checking to see if he’s texted me. I’m just so lost bc I wanted us to last a long time and I am so in love with him. I’m really scared that we’re not going to get back together or he’ll find someone else. I’m just so lost and depressed and I don’t know what to do anymore.