I broke my own heart.

Let me start this off by saying my periods are like clock work. I track my cycles and they are never more than 30 days long. I'm on day 35 of my cycle now, still no sign of Aunt Flo. I tested when I was 3 days late and it was negative, but with my first pregnancy even when my period was a whole 7 days late the positive I got was very very faint . I am simultaneously trying to convince myself that the test was right and that there also still may be a chance that I am pregnant. This sucks and I feel like my in body is rebelling against me.