Ugh I’m So Frustrated

So lost our son at 16 weeks in December, all clear from doc on January 27th.

Then we decide to try in March.

Yesterday after being 4 days late I took a test and got a BFP. Incredibly shocked and worried and excited.

This afternoon my periods starts. I’m so mad. I’m frustrated, why!?

Why me!? Why us!? It’s not fucking fair. I had 20 hours of happiness and not hating pregnant women, and now I’m right back to it.

I don’t ever want to take a test again. Sorry, needed to vent.