Just need to get this off my chest to people outside my family. I have the WORST baby fever. Our baby is 15 months old and perfect but my heart longs for another small person to love and for dd to grow up with. Hubby disagrees. He tells me 'why ruin a good thing?' But I know that most of his disagreement is from fear. With dd we had lots of complications that did not get caught until 2 weeks before delivery. We ended up with a 3lb 13oz baby but the complications could have caused both baby and I to not make it through birth had they not decided to do an emergency c-section. I feel like the fear of what could have been keeps hubs from wanting another baby because he is scared something will happen to me but I want a baby soooooooo bad.... am I being selfish for wanting another little?