I just wanted to tell my story to help reach out there for someone who may have went through the same thing. So I grew up in a Christian home and at the age of 14 I started questioning my faith and I was on and off the fence if God was real or not. As I got older I started doing things that I told myself that I would never ever do and I hated my self for it. A lot of Stuff was coming at me in the year of 2018. I My sophomore year of college I got kicked out for my grades and that really hit me hard and I started hating myself even more. Bc of that I am currently doing online school and that was one thing I never wanted to do. A couple of days before I got kicked out I was rushed to the hospital and the doctors told me that I have a heart condition that I was never aware of and if I did not go that night then that could have been it for me bc my heart beat was beating 118. After the heart thing I was asking myself why and it was literally God telling me that HE is real and I looked at it as if He was giving me another chance to change my life after that I definitely did and I have not questioned my faith since and I have not been thinking about my sins bc they have been forgiven. When all of this was happening the week of I was looking for a perfect boyfriend on tinder and bumble and I was looking in all the wrong places and when I was in the hospital I literally found the one God has for me he drove 2 and a half hours to be with me he was there the whole time and I did not see it and that’s when ik who God had for me we have been together for 6th months now and still going For the girls out there who think they will never find anyone like I did trust me He has someone for you just pray and wait.