My son was born 2/17 at 10:25pm at 36w 6d.. beautiful and seemingly healthy

I was set up for induction due to high blood pressure and high blood sugars. But my induction failed so i ended up getting a c section.

2 hours later he was breathing rapidly and not getting enough oxygen so he ended up going into the NICU..

now i have to go home and he has to stay in the hospital. I’m so upset with myself for not being able to take care of my baby. I’m ashamed that I’m the reason he’s in the NICU.

I just want my baby. I want to take him home.