Having a really hard time today

Adriana • ❤️Married 🎀 Mommy to a sweet baby girl, born January 2020

Today would’ve been my estimated due date for the baby I miscarried in July. I didn’t think it was going to hit me like this. My heart is heavy and I’m on the verge of tears.

No one prepares you for a miscarriage and the amount of time it takes for your body to fully heal. Just the past two months I’ve been back to normal with 28 day cycles..

Expect this month. I’m on cycle day 34 and two negative pregnancy tests. It’s feels like life is just beating me while I’m down. I thought I was finally normal again. 💔 I had some mid cycle bleeding at Cd 15-17, but it was very very light pink spotting...

Thanks for listening ladies