Dear man I'm in love with but can't have

I just wanted to tell you that after awhile of you coming up & saying hi to me every week, that I started becoming attracted to you. It came out of nowhere. Then it turned into feelings. I looked forward to your hugs every week. I would like to know why you always came up & hugged me all the time? You initiated everything. You don't hug anyone else. Then one day you blew me off when I was just trying to have small talk. That hurt alot. This is when the signals became mixed & confusing. I know we can't be together, but I would just really like to know if you like me too? Just for closure. It would help me alot to move on if I know how you feel & leave it at that. Would you be honest with me though? I stopped going where we see each other just to get away from you because it was becoming too hard to see you. I miss you though. Alot. It's for the best though. I wonder if you miss me or think about me too? Probably not. I hope I get over you soon. I'll see you next December at the winterfest. Wonder how I'll feel about you then. I feel like we're meant to be together one day. Not now though. Maybe I'm wrong but I think you like me too. I just want to kiss you one time ugh. It sucks not being certain how you feel. I'm way to scared to ask you though. I'm not friend requesting you either. The guy should be the one to especially since you've given all these confusing signs. Oh well, until I see you again I'll just reminisce on the good times. Love, anonymous.