God help me


I just need to get through today then I’m going to test I’m so damn nervous. I spotted 3 days ago a heavy amount of light brown cm but af still hasn’t showed up according to multiple apps my period was due yesterday or today but idk!!! Praying she doesn’t show up boobs are killing me usually they stop right before my period but no sign of her I’ve had a little cramping I’m losing my damn mind. 😫😫😫