So im almost 13 weeks pregnant and today i went in for an ultrasound and they drew blood saying they can let me know my gender in about a week or so.. But im so upset/angry because my cousin told a huge lie about a month ago that just broke up my family and some of us are not on speaking terms and probably wont ever go back to how it used to be. When i found out i was pregnant i was so excited to be able to share this amazing experience with my " family " but now everything just seems like its falling apart and it gets to me because i start thinking who am i even going to invite to my baby shower or gender reveal. Ive been feeling so depressed and crying myself to sleep. I just really wanted to share this experience with my family. But i guess my mom is right about god removing toxic people from me before my baby arrives. sorry ladies i just had to let it out