depression in college

the past 2 weeks i have been very depressed to the point where i cannot leave my bed and i can barely function. I begin seeing a therapist soon.

I fell behind in some of my college courses and i have no idea how to ask my professors for help.

I feel like they will not help me and if they don’t i have no idea what i will do. and i feel if i bring it up to them i will get very emotional and it’ll just be a big mess.

i am really nervous for how i will get caught up and it’s giving me so much anxiety :(