Am depressed 😭 😭 😭

Depression is killing me now. Me and my boyfriend argued and he hasn't called me for weeks now. I haven't call him either because I think he should be the one to fight for our relationship. But it seems he's no more interested in me. But what's killing me is that, we are in the same school and the same class. He always looks at me anytime I see him around. I love him and I want him back. But I think he should be the one to call me. This is really killing me and I have no happiness on this earth. At times I think I should take my life because I can't stand to see him with another woman. 😭😭😭😭😭