When you know you S/o wants you

Recently I haven't been feeling the best about my body when having sex, but the other night I woke to my S/o undressing me (we have a negotiated and consensual agreement regarding sleep sex) and rubbing against me. He usually prefers oral over sex, so when he wants sex Im exited, When he pushed into me he said ”fuck you're tight” and I could feel him get harder and hold me tighter. It made me so happy. He's gray-ace and often gets too repulsed for sex and it just made me so proud that he wanted me and loved how I felt. I know this sounds cheesy/stupid. But I've been thinking about this and wanted to share!