Sfsg😘? - 13dp iui - feeling bit lonely -

Soo, 2/8 i had my first iui ins. I only had one big enough follicel, i had a miscarage last sept. And we are trying for three years after a series BFN i didnt dare to test again. Finaly we decided to start iui.. my hubby is the best. He is so hopeful, maybe the most hopeful of our two. He texts me during the day sfsg😘? (Sofarsogood). I am actually just scared.. tomorrow 14 dp iui. Since we did a few days more gonal-f, i have no clue when my stupid period could break truh. Ofcourse i hope it doesnt start at all but still.. i am actually to scared to test, after all those dissapointments, al those moments of tears. Can not even image how to he is feeling.

I just wish God gives me a chance .. gives us a chance to be great and loving parents. I pray, i’m scared and dont want to be dissapointed anymore.. please, anyone same boat? If just .. Some good vibes?

bes?