It’s almost time to try again.

Hey everyone,

My husband and I have been trying for a baby for years. Literally since we got into a relationship but its never happened. He’s 26 and I’m 22. Last month I got my very first positive opk and was over the moon with excitement. Until we wen’t to try and baby dance and it just didn’t work. (On my husbands end.) The very next day my opk was negative and I knew we’d missed our chance. I was so upset that I threatened to divorce him and I meant it. Of course I felt like a horrible wife after but he knows all I’ve ever wanted was to be a mom. I may sound horrible to some, but he knew how important its been to me, well both of us and he really let me down. I’m making this post because my fertile window starts in 2 days, and I’m terrified that it won’t work again. I want to pump him up with a little help, but idk. I’m terrified. Has anyone ever been through this? Any words of advice? Please don’t judge me. I love my husband with my heart and soul. I just don’t know what I’ll do if the same thing happens this month.