Not feeling as connected

I had a 2nd trimester MC in November and we started trying again ASAP because it took us over a year to conceive our angel baby.

Well at the end of January I got a new BFP, and should be due Sept 30th (haven't had a scan yet to confirm).

But I don't feel any where near as excited or attached this time around, I just kinda feel numb... Did anyone else feel this way?

I'm hoping that once I see the baby or once I get past the point I was last time I'll be more excited.