I'm going to try to better myself, hoping for the best

Nat

So I'm overweight, and even though my boyfriend constantly tells me I'm not fat or gross or anything. He's always telling me how much he loves me and how gorgeous and amazing I am, but I'm so unhappy with my weight and size. I feel so ungodly self conscious and hate having my picture taken, the way I view myself in my head doesn't match how I really look and it really bothers me. So as of this past Monday I started working out and I've been eating pretty healthy to, drinking more water as well. I'm hoping to get a transformation that will make me feel how I'm supposed to, I hate that I hate myself I feel so disgusting and gross it bothers me. So here's to hoping it goes well and who knows maybe this will help with trying to conceive, currently sitting around 250-260 pounds :/

P.S. sorry for the pictures :(