Is anyone else sad and emotional asf on their period rn?

It’s a year anniversary of my rapist being let off.

It took me this whole year to finally be okay and decide to be a functioning human again after wasting 2 years of my life seeking justice and imploding. But today I am sad and my period starting is only making it worse. But I will not stay down in this funk. I can cry today. I deserve that. But tomorrow I will wake up and pray, and go to the gym and go hard asf for leg day. And then I will go ace my psychology exam. And after that I have my first therapy appointment after 3 years of failing at handling it on my own. I am strong. God has me. I will be okay.