I have a crazy feeling this may be our month!

My son passed on the 21st and was born on the 14th. My period has been off for a while so it comes every two months on the same day since he was born in May! This time it came on the 21st(which makes 5 months since his passing he was 4 months old) and a few days off from when it normally comes and all of my apps have me ovulating on the 14th I just feel like this is a sign from him that I’m ready to have another baby. Praying he sends me his little brother or sister his month👼🏻💙 —sorry for the long post but I feel like no one would understand it but this group.