I have had a rough two months. I’ve been trying to convince for 1.5 years nearly no luck. My anxiety and depression has been horrible.

Two weeks ago my cousin died. Then two days later my uncle died. This is all while my aunt is in the hospital with organ failure. That very same week my grandpa was put into hospice...

You think my husband would be there and support me right? Wrong.

When we did/do go to the hospital to visit family he’s a dick and just leaves the room.

He’s constantly trying to start arguments.

He told his friend he can move in with us without us actually talking about it.

Literally this whole WEEK we have done nothing but argue over how he puts his brother wants before me.

I have been out of work the past two days with what I thought was a stomach virus/sinus infection. Turns out it’s literally just anxiety, that’s how bad it is.

You think he would stay and spend time with me and make sure I’m okay?

No he’s fucking left to go to a hockey game with his brother and POS father who treats me like shit. (HE DOESNT EVEN LIKE HOCKEY)

I’m just over it. I’m tired of feeling alone in my marriage (married in October). I’ve given up on TCC. He doesn’t care. He makes me the bad guy when I tell him how I feel.

I’m over it.