As I sat in my appointment Monday I started to cry. My doctor asked if I was ready for it to be over or was anxious. My husband asked me later why I got so upset.... I am not ready for my pregnancy to be over. Despite barely being able to eat the entire first trimester and swollen feet the last few weeks I love being pregnant. Just the thought of this possibly being my last pregnancy upsets me. This is our fourth pregnancy. We lost our first baby. Then blessed with a rainbow daughter, 28 months after that another daughter and now a boy (almost 5 years later). I have wanted four kids for as long as I can remember. My husband is content with 3.